Ancipation

^"1 God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble.² So we will not fear when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea." Psalm 46:1-2

"My Father I adore you more than anything my heart could wish for. I just want You. And Jesus my beloved Savior everything I am I owe it all to you. And Angels come and adore You and we your children worship You. You are my World. You are my God and I lay down my life for you. You are my Lord the one I love. No one could ever take your place." -You Are My World Hillsong

This morning I turned to God and just prayed putting aside all feelings. I prayed with anticipation. I prayed that God would use me today as his hands and feet. I prayed that he would allow me to be a blessing in the lives of others. I surrendered everything to him. I asked that he would reveal to me what he wanted me to read. It was then that I opened my bible to find a topic that I would write verses on. I saw three topics choices, compassion, and another c word. So I decided to go with compassion, but when I was looking for verses on compassion, I heard NO find verses on CHOICES. I listened and copied down the the chapters and verse "titles". I'm glad I did.

So an hour passed and I arrived at the summer program I'm attending. I was feeling so low and so sad. I just had this heavy feeling on me. So what did I do? Well I opened my bible and started to copy verse after verse. Praise God Hallelujah. I thank him that he gave me what to do I'm so glad I trusted in his instruction and obeyed. Every single verse hit home with its powerful message. That I shouldn't fear, because God was there for me. All I had to do was give it all up. I had to turn to his word and he would provide me with hope to keep going on. I felt so much better and I am excited to read the other verses he has blessed me with. I need to trust in him more and know with all my heart that if he says trust me and just go, that nothing bad can happen to me, because he has me in his hands. He will make every way clear for me to walk on. I had made plans to go to this really important meeting and I was really worried that the program wouldn't release me. So I was about to ask, to go when I heard no not yet ask when you finish this verse so I waited. When I went to ask my "adviser" said it was okay if I went. See, when I give all my plans to God and I ask him to have his way with them he will make sure that everything falls into place so that the events will occur. If they don't happen I'll just trust that it wasn't apart of his plan. I know that he will always have something better out there for me. I know that when he says wait it's because he's still working on things and I've learned from experience that when I get impatient and rush into things it hurts me. I've also learned that when I do wait there are many blessings in store for me. So if he tells me to go I will trust in him. If he tells me to wait, I will. In my life I pray that God's purpose will be fulfilled.

Please Lord God have your way in me. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

^"28 And we know that God causes everything to work together^[a] for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." Romans 8:28