My poison

1 Corinthians 13:1
"If I could speak all the languages of the earth and of angels but did not love I would be nothing more than a noisy gong or clanging cymbal."

"Swim in the dark don't let yourself sink find the horizon it's not as far as you think."

"I've seen dreams that move the mountains hope that doesn't ever end even when the sky is falling. I've seen miracles just happen silent prayers get answered broken hearts become brand new that's what faith can do. Doesn't matter what you've heard impossible is not a word just a reason for someone not to try.....Life is so much more than what your eyes are seeing you will find your way if you keep believing."

The bible speaks about the importance of LOVE. How can a person truly love if he or she does not truly love his or  her self?

Yesterday I felt so depressed. I was attacked with thoughts planted in my head my the enemy. My downfall was that I started to believe his lies. The words hammered a rusty nail into my heart and drained my low self esteem. So I decided to go to God and ask for his help. I needed his truth. I needed to be rescued.

This was my prayer:

Dear Lord Jesus I don't know what to do so I'm just going to pour my heart out to you. My biggest poison is my mind Lord. I am constantly plagued by harmful thoughts. I am attacked day after day. Words said to me hammer a rusty nail into my heart and fill it with bitterness. These words drain my low self esteem. Lord I feel ugly. I feel confused. I feel depressed. I feel alone even when I am surrounded by so many people. Lord I can't do this on my own. I need you to rescue me. Lord I feel like I'll just never measure up. Please just fill me with hope Lord. Lord God there is this void in my heart. The more I fill it with anything but you the more empty I am left. Lord help me conquer this battle of the mind. I don't want to be paranoid any longer. Set me free please Lord. Rescue me. I can do nothing apart from you. Fill my void with your love. Speak to me. Lord bless me with your strength. I need you. I love you. Save me. Fill my mind with the truth Lord.
                                                                                                                                                                    I Love you so much Lord In Jesus name Amen

I felt like he brought these thoughts to my head.

Rhia I love you for you.
There is no one like you in all creation.
You are the ONLY one who can fulfill the purpose I have called you to.
You are beautiful.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
You have a light in you that shines brightly.
You give.
You are kind.
You love.
You won't give up.
You have a good heart.
You are honest.
You can sing.
You are patient.
You can get ready in ten minutes.
You will achieve great things.
You stick to your guns.
You are faithful.
You love your family.
You forgive.
You are LOUD.
You make people smile.
You are weird.
You can capture beauty in a picture.
You give good advice.
You help.
You are all these things because God loves you so much and he has made you who you are and who you will be.

When the enemy comes at me next time. I will dive into God's word and read it aloud until the enemy's lies are silenced. With God I can do all things.