Comparisons are really bad. They can really destroy a person's mental state. Growing up I always compared myself to my sister. She was so much smarter than me. She had straight A's since kindergarten. She could act. She could dance. She's skinny. EVERYONE loved her. She got along with everyone. She could run faster. She could she could and I could not. It was a constant battle of where exactly did I stand.
Don't get me wrong. Oh my gosh I love my sister! I love her with most of my heart. (All of it belongs to Jesus) I am so proud of her and all of her accomplishments. So these words bring me to what I learned in camp. I was not meant to be my sister. I was meant to be me. ME God loves me for me. No exceptions. He has made me my own person fearfully and wonderfully made. He has a purpose that only I can fulfill. In his eyes I am beautiful just the way I am.
I wrote this on July 25th, 2011
It is 6:30 and the song forever reign is playing I have mentioned before that it is one of my favorite songs. It is amazing and holds a true meaning in every single word. We have been here since one. I have been very tired. My feet are darker than the night sky. I hope we'll start soon. I am very hungry. I have a great felling about tonight. I have to stop putting up a front. Tonight I must dig deeper. I must bring everything to the surface so God will rid me of them. He is willing and waiting for me to place it in his hand. Tonight is a night to heal. To really really really heal. I want every thought captive and send it away. Tonight is a night for transformation. I can feel it in my heart. I'll wrap this up. Love Rhia
PS No more comparisons you are fearfully and wonderfully made.
God created you for a unique purpose that only you can fulfill and HE LOVES YOU.
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