because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
blot out the stain of my sins.
2 Wash me clean from my guilt.
Purify me from my sin.
Psalm 51:1-2
“Bigot”
Lord Jesus a bigot is connoted with negativity. Right now it will hold a positive tone. I will not waver. I refuse to turn to a talisman supposedly teeming with magic. I will not depend on magic for help. Yes Lord a talisman would only offer an ephemeral joy. I would never grasp tangible happiness. The bliss gained from talismans is defined as counterfeit. Yet you Lord offer the real deal. Lord I am surrounded! This heavy darkness weighs in. Lord I am attacked on all sides with arrows. Lord they shoot anxiety, depression, and exhaustion into my mind. These weapons penetrate my body. As my blood pours out every drop screams insanity. I cannot take it anymore. Lord I surrender these noxious thoughts to you. Lord I lay them at your feet. Please remove them from existence. I abhor this constant battle and I am so close to giving up. These encounters hamper my ability to attain true exuberance. Lord remunerate me by answering my cry for help. Kindle my darkest days. Enfranchise me from the prison of hardship. Please bless me with a placid state of mind.
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