Seek Him in the in between

Psalm 32:8 The Lord says, " I will show you the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you."

Not because I have to
Just because I want to
Be with YOU Lord Jesus
You're the one I love

You are my hearts desire
My love for you's like fire
I can't contain it
I can't explain it

But I am not mistaken
I love to worship YOU

I haven't gone running in a while. Anyway when I run I don't like to carry anything. At most I'll carry my phone but other than that I don't carry much. It gets hard to run when I'm holding all this junk. In Luke 14:33 it says so you cannot become my disciple without giving up everything you own. If there could be an ultimate place to run to I'd say the place where God is would be the best. I want to run to God. It would be easier to run if I no longer held onto everything.

I mean think of it if he says let go of something  why should I let it become something so hard. Obviously if he tells me to let go of something it's for my best interest. Giving. Why should I hold back when I am called to give something, even if it's all I have. Everything belongs to God and I know at the very moment when I need something he will just return it back to me maybe even seven fold.

Am I afraid to do something? I shouldn't be afraid. God has given me a spirit of power, love, and self-discipline. I should never again let my fear have any control over me. If I am scared to do something, I am going to go in AFRAID and I am going to trust that God is going to get me out safely.

What else is there? Purity. Purity exists! I am going to make my standards high and I refuse to lower them ever again. There is some guy out there or maybe he's right in front of my face who believes that purity exists too. There is a guy whom God has promised to allow me to be with and this guy loves JESUS. He loves Jesus with all his heart. I will be patient and wait expectantly. I will not rush into anything on my own will because I know that it will end in an epic fail after an epic fail.

I I I I I I I I no more of that word I  I I I I as in I will not rely on myself or anything of me to get things done rather I will rely on what God can do through me. I will no longer limit him because my God is limitless. I want to go to God in prayer and rest easy knowing that he is in control and he will always take care of me. God is good and he will always remain good.

So I am going to run after him. I want to seek him in the in between. I want to seek him always. I want to share this blessing with anyone who will listen. I want to be a young lady after God's heart and I'm just going to go wherever he takes me knowing that wherever I am in life and whatever I'm doing is where and what he needs me to be and do. That made no sense at all, but whatever. Haha I'm just down.

If God calls you to do something. Do not fear just go. He will be with you and you will be blessed with something you haven't had before.

"This life I live is not my own. I'm saved by grace and grace alone." Saving Power by Generation Unleashed